ok....chui wa...now i can tell u ...i alr told my mum ..yeah i got bf ..but i didnt say its gee chang....i wish that my mum didnt know him then it wld be much easier for the both of us...
I just have to blog this cz its just too much for me to handle...care to comment on this entry anyone???
After dinner, i casually mentioned to my mum that i want to answer her Monday's question...
Me: Mummy ar, yeah, i got bf...
Mum: Ok...So i supposed u went holiday with him la??
Me: Err..yeah..he was part of the group that went la...*bullshit*
Mum: Its ok..expected..its normal..nothing wrong with it *really surprises me*
Me: What if i said only the two of us went leh?? *pushing my luck*
Mum: Well, i wldnt say u cant go but i wldnt encourage it la..but u can still go if u want *surprised me even more* *got wat i want but still kept the truth to myself*
Me: ohh.ok...*beams to myself*
Mum: So he's also doing ADP ar??*walks to the kitchen to wash her hands*
Me:Ummmmmm, err, well, uh, no..he's not in college *my maid told me later on that at this point my mum's face like changed a little*
Mum: Not in college???!! then working ar??
Me: Uh, well...yeah...he's 3 yrs elder than me..
Mum: What is he working as?
Me: Um, I'll tell u that the next time he comes to our hse....
Mum: ok..Is he a graduate??
Me: Uh...no..
Mum: Where is he working?
Me: Err, i told u i will tell u all these stuff when he comes the nextime..
Mum: but its not nice to ask in front of him ma..
Me: why?? like interrogating is it?
Mum: yalar...
Me: Nextime la..after he leave ok?? i pormise u to answer every question..
Mum: ok...but i want u to consider this ok??
*She then proceeds to mutter a couple of stuff bout one being a graduate and the other not...there's like a gap in between...she says that sumwan who has gone thru uni education thinks differently..she says that she can see it in her colleagues..those who are graduates tend to be more efficient..and she says that working ppl are not so "tan soen" means like can cheat ppl easily..they have more experience in life...two diff worlds..then she continues to give me a couple of her frens' marriages who has been one greaduate and the other not...all are not working really well...there's a gap there...she says that i wont feel it now cz i m not yet a graduate...and she says that since he is working, he has money so he pays for me everything...its like a more materialistic world..so im being pushed forward into his age...and she says the fact that he's 22 and not a graduate means that most probably he doesnt come from a good family background....so she ask me to really consider this relationship...OMG!!!!! i dunno...im at such a lost...
Mum: ok...wait....last question..where did u meet him?
Me: *laffs, giggles, laffs* i told u i'll tel u all this nextime when u see him le...*at this point i really wanted to blurt out who he was but deep down in my heart, i know im not prepared to face her reaction..i cannot cope with it..in case its a negative on..cz i know it will hurt me a lot..*
Mum: frens party is it?? Internet ar??
Me: no la no la...i bring him back on Friday afternoon afte ru come back from Tropicana ok??
Mum: Cant la..i wanna take Daniel go swimming...
Me: Ok then...
Speaking of Daniel...he's being a lil too smart nowadays or shld i say smart and stupid as well...
My freaking Dad left the freaking hse at freaking 12 pm...wat the hell????ruin my plans of going swimming...fuck man! and the whole morning i was like stuck at home not being able to go anywhere and i was so bored..and my bf asked me to come online and gez wat??? He was ONLINE!! paying his freaking bills!! such meagre tasks can be done by his secretary..thats wat she's for rite? to pay bills and do things like this and NOT have a relationship with boss...so i suffered again...when he was finally done, he moved to his room..then he moved downstairs..and after awhile, only did he moved his arse to the car... anyway at 12, the moment he left the damned hse, i asked my bf to come over to my hse and have lunch near my place...and then he came back to my hse...
My bro was there reading to himself...and he acted as if nothing happened..eventhough me and my bf were sitting down on the sofa in front of him...then out of the BLUE, my bro said "Jie ar, later when mummy come back, cannot say got ppl come to the hse rite???if not mummy will be very angry rite?? so we keep quiet ok??"Omg...he was so bloody cute and funny...Me and my bf were laffing non stop...so i was like "hmm..yeah..dont say that got ppl come ok??" then he later asked to see my redang photos..i said ok..but dont tell mum ok?? he said ok too..
and then when my mum came back, i happened to be sleeping in my room, my bro came in and said "Jie, promise with me ok??*holds out his last finger* dont tell mummy gee chang come to the hse ok?? Shh...dont let mummy hear."....groggily, i said ok...and then out of the BLUE again, my sister came and told me
Sis: Jie ar, u know wat daniel said to mum just now ar?
Me: wat?
Sis: he said "Mummy, just now nobody come to our hse u know???
then mum answered "of cz la..who supposed to come to our hse...??" my bro was like "No ar..no one la..." then he continued "mummy ar, u know ar, i didnt see Jie's photos...."
Me: OMG!!!!!! then how ???Wat did mum say??
Sis: no la..she didnt say anything...just left it at there/...
OMG!!!!!!!>../..i really so wanna kill my bro..but the way he said it was so innocent as if all he's trying to do is help me...aarrgghh!!!!! too smart for words....
Anyway, back to the mother-daughter story...immedaitely after that m-d convo, i called my bf...
i told him that my mum knew alr but she didnt know that its him....and he was like keep on pushing me to tell my mum that its him..for fear of any negative reamrks or reaction when he comes to my hse nextime...i also scared la...not him only ma..he said i shld think for him and understand him...ya la..i know but i also scared to tell my own mum ok??earlier, i said i nearly wanted to tell but cldnt cz i know that i cant accept her reaction....she will be kinda dissappointed...haih..after he realised that he was pushing me, he just stopped there and apologised cz last nite we had the same argument bout this as well...something bout asking my mum's permission to go swimimng when dah lah alr tahu that im grounded...i mean i know my parents rite??if they say no mean no la..and he wants me to push them ..wat the hell???i was so pissed...
then of cz at nite, i called him...and patch things up..he sweet talked me..and i stupidly fell for it time and again...hehe!!!
then next, i consulted my maid and she said that of cz la...u from rich family..sure ur parents want u to mix with ppl who are highly educated as well ma...but isnt this social stigma????!! i just dont get it....she said that mummy sure dissappointed when she finds out that my bf is gee chang....so she asked me to pray that mummy will accept him well...so that nextime it will be easier for him to come to my hse anytime..if not nextime he want to come in my hse also feel malu la....but since my mum didnt invite him over for dinner, me and him decided to leave it there first until he HAS to come for dinner and meet my parents...my maid also said that since both my parents have uni edu then of cz they want me to mix with that kinda ppl also la...
AARRGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i duunno la...!!! sumbody help me pls....i dunno how to face my parents la when he come my hse nextime...and meet my parents....dem scared...i know he lagi scared than me..but wat can i do????!! someone, anyone who has a suggestion...feel free to comment and let me know....
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